Sure but I don’t see the difference in what you said vs what I said? I wrote I “know there’s that next step I can take” (ie going out-from-control genuinely) while you write that I “now can see [my] way forward to in fact traverse the wall of fear” (ie going out-from-control genuienly), what’s the difference such as it makes the former a mental map but the latter not?
Humm I don’t see how what I wrote is “an imagined jungle of chores and traps” though.
If I put it differently what I would say is that being in an excellence experience is very familiar to me now, this is where caring, naivete, fun, being likable & liking, etc., are all part of it without having to put effort into it (because the ‘beer’ is operant rather than the ‘doer’), and it’s way less self-centric
It is very contrasted with going back to the regular self-centric way of being which is no fun at all by comparison
So what I’m saying it makes sense to do is, when being alive in the way of being like an excellence (or intimacy) experience, just decline to go back out of it back to the self-centric way of being. Like make the choice to not go back there. It seems like an obvious thing and I am not sure I need to do anything else actually lol. (ADDENDUM: I mean i think there is still actually going out-from-control from there but I think I will see where to do that/it’ll be obvious how to do it, as a natural consequence of doing this, not going back to self centric ways)
If I were to flesh it out more it would be also to go back to that way of being when I fall out of it, this is easy to do for me now though so that is good
It’s not really a chore or box to tick off it’s just seems like an obvious thing to do
Does it make sense, do you still see it as a sudorific thing when I put it that way?
