Ah yes thank you I understand this, I have been “leaning into it” indeed, and as you wrote there was a worry that perhaps I have missed something else that ‘I’ could be doing. I can see that this stillness which I can “lean into” is all that is left when ‘I’ disappear.
I could see this yesterday, that there is the ‘activity’ that happens inside of the psyche (the instinctual passions in operation) and yet in actuality there is the stillness, and it is always this moment.
It is something I am not yet accustomed to, to “lean into” that stillness, I could see yesterday that this stillness is where you write from. I noticed it around the “what is pure intent” discussion, that all this ‘psychic activity’ - which had us feeling beings jumping from one side to the other - you never experienced any of that, and you wrote from the stillness.