The other interesting thing which happened yesterday was seeing as a fact that in actuality physical death is not a problem in the slightest. I was watching some reality tv and it dawned on me that this universe has no boundaries and as such there is actually no outside, we are completely “encompassed” by infinitude. It is hard to use normal words to describe this accurately but it is as if infinitude is this safety blanket that one could never get outside of, it is literally an impossibility, as flesh and blood bodies we exist so safely in infinitude. It is exactly a safety that has never known any threat, nor ever will. Upon physical death there is simply nowhere else to go to and what a relief that is.
The wonderful thing is that infinitude not only provides ultimate safety and security but having no boundaries (and therefore no separation) it also provides actual intimacy. So not only am I so safely here but I am so intimately here. This is so magical, in that the universe has provided ultimate safety and yet still ultimate delight. Indeed what a fool ‘I’ am to resent this universe, where ‘my’ best solution was to separate ‘myself’ from all of existence in order to generate a feeling of safety. The universe has a wayyy better solution, it has managed to provide both this closeness and safety all wrapped up in the same parcel of infinitude.
It is interesting to try using normal words to describe actual intimacy but it is a closeness that cannot be measured by the normal parameters of near or far, of here and there, it is that close! 