Connection with Pure Intent == Rememoration

[syd]

Jeez I’ll get back at this in a bit.

@claudiu

The purity of the PCE provides an irresistable draw to those who allow it – yet together with that draw can come a deep dread as one instinctively understands that it will be the end of me (even if this be not a conscious thought), hence there are possibly a lot of forces (subconscious or otherwise) at play in one’s psyche to pull one away from understanding all this, even if one be feeling one is earnestly pursuing a pragmatic and straightforward approach to it all.

FWIW, during the day when the last PCE happened (Syd's PCE Log - #12 by syd), I had been rememorating like all get out (as I was going about my day including swimming) - which was ‘mostly’ working, but I easily pulled back into familiar fears, the investigation of which lead to the PCE in the evening back home.