There is something to it of the actual doing of it… like really, am I gonna buck the status quo so much, do this thing that only on the order of 10 others have done? An irrevocable step — that is definitely part of it @Kub933
Then I look at that which I am bucking and it’s all ultimately dissatisfying. What I am leaving behind, I am leaving behind because it hasn’t worked! And not only for me, it doesn’t work for anyone ultimately, actually… so something new is warranted!