Along similar lines to what Vineeto wrote to Henry regarding preferences and what Claudiu wrote some 2 days ago regarding mortality, I experienced how the real world revolves around some climax or another. But the actual world has no climaxes. The stream of benignity and benevolence doesn’t have one. Perfection can only exist without them.
Climaxes need to exist outside time. We psychological entities are always in some relationship with a climax of some sort. Take that away and the feeling is freeing yet peculiar. One can say the climax is always ongoing. One of the great obstacles I have to moving closer to freedom is that those times when I’m closer than usual there is an onset of confusion and/or boredom as in what’s next, okay so what now. But sufficient pure intent would clear that up. It seems pure intent is utterly unhuman. And climaxes or the need for them, the need for a story with a beginning and at least one climax, is human. Pure intent isn’t human. I’d say the closest human attribute it has could be described as kindness. But the kindness of pure intent is structural even though pure intent is unbuilt. Human kindness, otoh, is a gift given from one to another. Whereas benignity and benevolence seems to exist for no purpose related to me that I can ascertain. When tapped into, it doesn’t feel like a gift. But it is the thing that makes life make sense when no story is being told. Idk, That’s all I got. Gonna go vist my dad now. He was born in 1945 and just pulled some muscles. Poor guy. It sucks getting old. Today is kind of like a holiday for people born or raised in my hometown and surroundings. Speaking of kindness, I can give him the gift of my presence. Even though the fool doesn’t deserve it. Lol. What a strange man that guy was when he was my age and younger. Now he’s old so I get to take a peek at my future. I think it’s funny how when you’re 20, you don’t realize you are looking at your future self when you see the generation that raised you. By the time your 40, you start to see it. It’s like young people can’t predict the future even when it’s playing out right in front of their eyes. I also like observing children. My gf has two of them. It’s delicious seeing how utterly ignorant they are and can’t help themselves but to be. It’s hilarious.
Good post.
Tx.
Really on point.
I appreciate that.
Way to stick to one coherent subject matter.
lol
Have a good day everyone!