Also I think I have got the flavour now, of pure intent, it is exactly as those words describe - “a genuinely occurring stream of benevolence and benignity that originates in the perfect and vast stillness that is the essential character of the infinitude of the universe”.
Although I don’t know if ‘I’ can experientially tell (maybe in rare glimpses but not in general) that second part - “that originates in the perfect and vast stillness that is the essential character of the infinitude of the universe”. As in ‘I’ can experientially detect a “genuinely occurring stream of benevolence and benignity” which is not of ‘me’ in any kind of way, but ‘I’ am not experientially aware of the infinitude of the universe to clearly know that it is coming from there 
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Either way there is this genuinely occurring stream of benevolence and benignity which is not of ‘me’ and as such it is completely unpolluted by ‘me’.
And it’s weird because the experience of it is indeed like a benefaction or a blessing, so when ‘I’ am experiencing that flavour there is no question at all that it is a safe thing to pass the baton to. But then when that flavour is not present and ‘I’ am imagining ‘my’ way around pure intent then ‘I’ have the most severe reactions around it.