Hmm, as an expert on cringe, and will definitely wake up tomorrow and say “why? Why did I post?” It’s not really narcissism that holds us back. That’s really just normal “selfing”.
Richard wrote about it being a type of megalomania needed to really go all the way. The abandon of not being ashamed anymore. The naked and unbridled going for it, in the sense of “who am to say all the saints and saviours are wrong?!”
One thing that has always puzzled me is why “altruism “ was named as a necessity, when none of the reports ever had an overall theme of it.
Richard just found it curious that after weeks of wondering why he was putting of vibes that someone would want to be his disciple, he was out planting trees that he had otherwise cut down in his youth.
No moment of “altruism “.
Peter, just wondering what it would be like in Richard’s world of “people, places, and events”.
No altruistic words recorded.
Vineeto, who can check for us, had no thoughts of altruism. Her report was “sweeping the cobwebs out” and going for it.
Only Craig and Srinath had anything close to such a report. Craig saw that it was ‘he’ making trouble at work.
Srinath saw that ‘he’ could “roar back into life and wreak havoc “.
I think that your best bet is just stop posting, and do your own thing. Narcissism is just normal people stuff. Cringe is just normal.
I know you can go all the way. You do as well.