Hi Vineeto,
It appears that I am now in a similar if not the same place to where I was when you began writing on the forum. I think I did peek out the cage then or perhaps I left it briefly and then returned to ‘safety’. This is exactly what I was doing around that time - obsessively allowing the flavour which is not of ‘me’ / ‘reality’ and obsessively refusing to go back to ‘normal’. But as you said perhaps I was not ready to break out, well I had plenty of time to simmer around back in the ‘safety’ of ‘normal’.
I remember around the time of let’s say “peeking out the cage”, that I saw the majority if not all of what ‘I’ and ‘others’ were doing was essentially those delaying tactics, anything but action. And then I took action. When I went back to my cage I then tried to collect various ingredients of what would allow me to proceed and yet that is not what would do the trick.
The action is more like a dance rather than looking at a map from the safety of ‘my’ office, it’s allowing that mirificent flavour here and then applying daring and caring here when fear comes in, but all the while there being action.
But it is that mirificent flavour of pure intent which provides the “juice” to proceed, it can only be that, that which is outside of ‘me’ / ‘reality’.
Oh I have to tell you about this dream I had just a few hours ago, because it is so well timed and quite amusing actually haha. In the dream there was a newly discovered island which was slowly being populated. I went to visit some friends on the island and I was jealous of their daring to move there. In the dream I heard myself explaining to one of the inhabitants how after doing all my calculations it seemed more sensible to remain in the safety of the mainland!