Kub933's Journal

So things are going swimmingly :smiling_face:, naivete is blossoming more and more. It is such an immediately rewarding way of being alive. It is worth every penny by itself and then there is more! Initially it is the ‘doer’ that steps back and then ‘I’ am ‘being’ ‘my’ way through life, this is already wonderful, but then there is the perfection and purity just “underneath” that, in that direction there is no longer a ‘me’ at all, instead I am the doing of what is happening and only pristine purity and perfection abounds. It’s quite incredible how the better gets bester and then there is still actual perfection and purity to be found.

It has been such a rewarding endeavour to discover how to be naive more and more, and I can tell there is still more to go. Because this naivete is still something that ‘I’ can try on for size and later put it back, there is still a more ‘normal’ ‘me’ to revert back to. But the more I experience naivete the more I simply wish to be alive in this manner.

When I contemplate what it could be like if this way of ‘being’ was simply ‘my’ default, with no ‘normal’ to revert back to - it blows ‘my’ socks off! For then there would be only 1 direction left to travel - only deeper and deeper into that wonderland, and it seems in that direction there is just no cap to the wonder and delight which is possible.

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