There is one more thing I’ve found in this regard - If I were to get some pill to take and get actually free in 3 seconds, will I take it ?
My answer is yes…which tells me that I won’t be thinking about irrevocability or maybe a bit perhaps…so the desire to be free is present but I’m not sure how to become free too…or the fact that l’m thinking of getting a pill to be free just indicates that I want freedom to easily fall into my lap instead of making that effort hehe