That sounds truly wonderful and I would certainly encourage you to nourish it!
I would say it’s a clear indication of having naivete or being naive or being naivete itself. Indeed, why not feel good right now? That simple unsophisticated uncomplicated thought is very indicative of naivete. Because indeed there is no reason not to .
From this place of being naive, pure intent is readily accessible.
It might help to consider that pure intent is not something ‘I’ do or am (while naivete is), rather it is outside of ‘me’. It is essentially equivalent to the purity of the actual world in and of itself.
Another tip is that there is an inflection point, before which ‘I’ am in control (even while being naive), and after which it is pure intent running the show. This giving up of control is what going out from control is, and it is what an EE is if not an ongoing modus operandi.
You may find yourself reading this and contemplating on it, nourishing and allowing that naive thought to take root and take hold and allow yourself to be naivete going in that direction, and at some point you may find you have already allowed that locus of control to shift!
At this point you can contemplate and reflect on what is it exactly that is “running the show” now? What does it mean that this moment is living me now? This will direct you to contemplating and experiencing that pure intent more directly and gaining a better experiential understanding of it.
You may also find yourself trying to think about what it is or feel it out or mentally categorize it or explain it, etc., I would advise to catch yourself doing this and then reflect back on the fact that it’s something to be experienced, this is the only way to understand it. You may be able to find that distinction then between thinking about your experience / feeling out your experience, and simply allowing yourself to experience it. The answer is to continue doing the latter.
After sufficient experience then you can draw on this experience to put it into words for others, a describing after-the-fact, but you will never arrive there by trying to think your way to it.
To summarize, pure intent is that which is outside of ‘you’ that can pull ‘you’ ever-closer to the actual world, if you’ll allow it, and at that edge of EE experiencing where pure intent is running the show you may well find that ‘Josef’ seems to have disappeared, or rather never have been there in the first place, and you wonder what all the fuss is really about?
This state of simple wondering will serve you well to put a stake or a flag in it, as it were, and come back to it when next in the depths or pits of some powerful emotions or passions, as this is a fine moment to really appreciate just how different and how much better that simple “what’s all the fuss then eh?” way of being conscious really is!
Cheers,
Claudiu