Yes, although not for the reasons you state here!
The seed comes in the shocking realization of how deep and perfidious this groupthink scheme is, how harmful it is to the citizens — it ended my belief that “all is well in the (Western) world”, it ended my belief that “everything will work out” in general (conveniently ignoring all the past wars and rapes and murders etc where it certainly didn’t “work out” for those victims!)
Plus trying my hardest to disprove even a small part of the argument / to prove the warmists right on that point 11 (the “cold can’t heat hot” aspect) and completely failing , and the way I went about it, totally shot a hole in the entire way I approach thinking and reasoning about these things in and of itself! It showed me that ‘I’ really have nothing to contribute, nothing to add, nothing of value, on top of what this actual body can already do anyway.
So indeed high time for me to allow myself to go out from control and ‘my’ inevitable demise to come sooner rather than later!!
So it’s been very fruitful indeed the deep dive I did into this topic — and makes a good case that it’s worth having the discussions here! Hence my ”defence” of my ”position” (which I’m pleased was “impressive” 
).
Hope you will have a chat soon with actual Claudiu haha.
Cheers,
Claudiu