Is the following still the case for you?
I will answer in more full later but, for now, I’ll just ask you to look through your journal threads and see how much words and detail you spend in describing and examining yourself! I would call it meticulous, and highly discerning, all good traits. Just an example I quickly found: Kub933's Journal - #967 by Kub933 . Why not apply that same/similar energy to the topic under discussion here?